Coming back to life

For various reasons I’ve felt quite down recently. Not that it shows of course, often the worse I feel the more bouncy and happy I come across. I’m perverse like that. But I feel like I’ve turned a corner now, even though I’m getting up in the dark and walking home in the dark, I feel more positive than I have in ages.

I’ve always had mood swings, sometimes I’m full of energy and can do anything, sometimes walking to the bathroom seems futile and a waste of time and effort. And it’s always much worse when it’s dark and miserable out. I doubt I’m different from most people in that respect. Recently though I’ve got myself into a downward spiral of negativity, which is never helpful. But I’m out of it on the other side now and back to being a genuine happy bunny.

So I’m sorry if you were waiting for anything from me, it’s undoubtedly late now but I seem to have my energy back so I’ll get right on to it.

Finally, can I leave you with some Pink Floyd lyrics, from their song Coming Back to Life from their last studio album, the Division Bell? Yes? Good, here you go:

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the moment had arrived
For killing the past and coming back to life

I took a heavenly ride through our silence
I knew the waiting had begun
And I headed straight..into the shining sun.